Ever since autobiographies by the rich and famous (contrary
to what aficionados of 'lifestyle journalism' believe, the
two are not synonymous) became an expectation rather than
an exception in early 20th century Europe, authors have
willingly made public that which should have remained private.
In some cases, it was meant to titillate and push up sales;
when the author was a politician, it was directed at providing
an insight into the unknown or to set the record straight.
Possibly, it is our preference for shruti over smriti,
coupled with the Hindu fear of setting the record straight
lest it hurts feelings and sentiments, that we have had
very few famous Indians penning their autobiography. Rare
is the politician who has held high office and later committed
on paper his version of events.
This is partly because our politicians are reluctant to
share information—although when it comes to misinformation,
they excel in their dissemination—and largely because
in India, there is simply no full stop in politics. In Britain
or the US, prime ministers and presidents write their autobiographies
after exiting office and politics. In a sense, the autobiography
marks the end of his or her political career. In India,
politicians may exit office, but never exit politics.
This is not to suggest there are no honourable exceptions.
Jawaharlal Nehru recorded his life and times in An Autobiography.
Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi's The Story of My Experiments
with Truth can still be found at what were once called A.H.
Wheeler stalls. But neither really is a full autobiography:
Gandhi's version stops at 1920, thus leaving out the 28
politically most important years of his life; Nehru published
his autobiography in 1936, depriving us of his take on events
during the subsequent decades.
The manuscript of Maulana Azad's India Wins Freedom remained
sealed for 30 years till a court order in 1988 freed it
from the confines of Calcutta's National Library and New
Delhi's National Archives. Azad, it is claimed, was concerned
that his version of the transfer of power would embarrass
contemporary politicians and colleagues. In the event it
turned out to be an anodyne record with nothing startlingly
new.
P.V. Narasimha Rao tried the path of 'autobiographical
fiction' with his The Insider, after he was forced into
retirement. It was stodgy prose, verbose and poorly crafted;
even the 'steamy' bits left much to be desired. His posthumously
published Ayodhya is a poor attempt to redeem lost honour.
Other politicians, some of consequence and the rest inconsequential,
have sought the help of 'friendly' biographers; these invariably
turned out to be hagiographies. Pupul Jayakar's Indira Gandhi:
An Intimate Biography, published after Mrs Gandhi's assassination,
would meet with the imperious lady's approval. In all fairness,
Jayakar's account is a far better read than what Mrs Gandhi
collated and published as My Truth—there wasn't any
in the book. For that, we have to turn to Katherine Frank's
Indira: The Life of Indira Nehru Gandhi, which predictably
kicked up a storm. As hagiographies go, Rashid Kidwai's
Sonia: A Biography deserves the golden pumpkin; thankfully,
her image minders declined permission for a cinematic version
starring Monica Bellucci.
Seen against this backdrop, L.K. Advani has no doubt demonstrated
courage by publishing his autobiography My Country My Life
while positioning himself for the PM's office.It lacks the
lyrical prose of Jaswant Singh's memoir, A Call to Honour,
and is as dry as the man himself, but nonetheless, it is
an important addition to the records of our times and an
assessment of individuals as perceived by Advani who has
played a significant role in shaping India's politics in
the last two decades.
Yes, it does not reveal the entire truth and, therefore,
is not an entirely accurate record. But memoirs are about
what we remember and what we wish to recall—often
we remember selectively and recall that which suits our
purpose. In Advani's case, the purpose is to demolish the
myth about his being a 'Hindu hardliner' and present a man
who is more than the sum total of what people and mentors
in the rss have to say, not all of it flattering or necessarily
based on facts.
Advani, self-deprecating as usual, says he's neither a
scholar nor intellectual. But since he is an avid reader,
he should have known that Nirad C. Chaudhuri did not discover
Hindu political aspirations on December 6, 1992, nor did
he have to wait for an encounter with Dileep Padgaonkar
to articulate his views on Hindu civilisational angst. Chaudhuri's
Continent of Circe was published in 1965 and Hinduism: A
Religion to Live By came out in 1979, a decade before Advani
saw merit in taking up the Ayodhya issue.